Having a Sooky laa laa day

I have definitely hit the wall with our renovations. The place looks like a bomb exploded, I am exhausted, feel like crap and hurt all over(even my fingertips). The more we look the more we see what needs to be fixed or prettied up to sell, but I have put my foot down, no more starting jobs. The simple facts are we could go on for weeks still finding things wrong with this house because frankly,,, it sucks.


I was feeling sentimental about  selling this house after 18 years, but its safe to say after the past few weeks I will probably dance a small jig the day we walk out of here. 2012 is going to be a corker of a year cause we wont be here any more. whoo hoo.


I am so exhausted from doing so much each day I crawl into bed at night, then I cant sleep cause I keep thinking about all the things that still need to be done that I physically cant do any more and then I wake up feeling like I did 10 rounds with Mike and he won! That will never do. I get depressed everytime I go to the bank to take yet more money out for this money pit and yeah I know it will help get a better price, but honestly I would get far more satisfaction right now buying a few pretty sticks of  dynamite and having a nice big  house blowingup party.

The past few days I have had Green Days song stuck in my head Wake Me When September Ends. only I am singing December instead. I am dreading having the house on the market while we are still in here. I honestly stay awake at night dreading people coming into my home. I am just counting down the days now till we move and I dont have to have that kind of invasion of my personal space. And yes I know the irony of having a blog page  and not wanting people in my  home, but its the way I feel. Its kind of funny because when we were looking at houses 18 years ago we only looked at houses that were already emptied so it never occurred to me that I was invading someone else's privacy.


Anyway I just thought I would share my sooky laa laa day with the world since I am about to share my knickers drawer with the general population of nosey  parkers. Will be back to being positive and happy tomorrow, today though, I think I will be a halloween ghoul or be Grinch, cause all I can think of is Bah humbug!