Its not even 9am and already the temp is over 32c I have been filling out forms on line since 6.30 trying to answer questions honestly for a rental, but since I have only rented 4 6mnth 18 years ago and I am in my 40's its near on impossible, not to mention that its not me paying but husbands work so half the answers aren't relevant got the end of filling out this massive application only to have them say ok now fill out your partners form.. seriously!!! I have done nothing but cry for the past hour trying and failing to not stress out now when I call them they say sorry you have to me view the house before we will even look at your application.. how do people that live in other countries find houses then?
Today I just want to crawl under a rock and never see sunlight again It might seem small to other people but its a huge thing for me. I am not coping with the stress of finding a new house and then having certain people compounding the stress by constantly harrassing me with stupid questions like so have you found some where yet? would I look this stressed out if I had somewhere!!!! or why ask me have you looked for a job yet... I dont even have a freeking address to put on the employment app so how the flying fuzzies would I Apply for a job and its none of your freeking business anyway stop harassing me with irrelevant questions I will get a god damn job when I am freeking ready not when you say I should, my kids health and happiness will ALWAYS come before any job and at the end of the day its between me and Oscar not anyone else so take 2 steps back cause I am about to come out swinging very very soon!!!! yes I am that angry.
Today is one of those days that if you look at me wrong I may just tear you a new one or I may fall in a heap and cry uncontrollably. I dont do hot and its so hot already outside. I don't handle stress well, in fact the Dr has said flat out 2 months ago that I am to keep my stress levels to an absolute minimum and yet it feels like I am getting it from every single angle. On one hand I have Oscar saying you have to sort this house thing out but call me if you have any drama then if I call I get told don't stress out it will sort out but keep at it so really that's no help at all I am clueless as to what steps to take with renting and I am sorry if there is a realtor reading this but my opinion of realtor's has steadily dropped in the past 2 months that we have been dealing with them. most have been down right rude, as far as I can tell everything said is half truths or down right lies by one man in particular. The only one I have liked so far is the one that sold our house, so far she has been the most helpful even with advice for getting a rental and she wont see a cent of that.
My oldest is not handling his crimped lifestyle now that we have to be extra careful with his activities so become a little broody. My response, back off buddy I have monopoly on broody this week!
Hubby has so much stress with his work problems staff and trying to run a factory from 2 locations each with half staff capacity ATM on top of which organizing the 2nd half of operation move factory with no loss of production 200+km away. So I am doing my best to try and work all of this out without bothering him too much, but he is the only one that can answer most of the questions.
The Youngest's main concern is will we still have internet,, more importantly will we have broad band still.
We only have 35 days left and we will be homeless and I find out today that the rental lady wont even be available till mid next week.
So everyone I am giving fair warning, approach today only with chocolate and with care and dont mind the melting mess in the corner its only me having yet another melt down.
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