I know I know, your all looking at this thinking, is this woman mad? Truth is I would probably reply of course, if you asked me in person. There's nothing wrong with having a little of the mad hatter in us. Just think how boring everyone's lives would be if it weren't for those of us that have mood swings like revolving doors. Life would definitely be calmer yes, but everyone needs a little bit of excitement in their lives from time to time.
I dont know what it is about Mondays, but they are my favourite day of the week. In part its probably cause Mondays generally mean first day back at work for Oscar and back to school for kids, which means I get some measure of sanity back, not to mention a few hours of order to my routine and house. But mainly I think its because Mondays are about new beginnings. Monday mornings for as long as I can remember even as a kid myself I have always had an abundance of energy. Sunday nights I find I dont sleep well because I am actually anxious for Monday to begin. Monday mornings I feel closer to my spiritual connections than I do at any other time of the week.
With the move down south fast approaching. There is an air of excitement throughout our house anyway. Each of us are dealing with it in differing ways. All of us are so ready for this to just happen now and I think I am the most impatient of us all. I have been waiting (not so patiently) to get out of this house for over a decade. Truth be told my instincts were telling me no to this house before we even bought it, but I was young and eager to please back then. Oh how times have changed.
I am feeling stronger every day we get closer to the time we no longer own this house and can begin the next phase of our journey. Selling the house is more than symbolic for me for this next step on the my path, I feel it in every fiber of me that it is a necessary step to move forward. The shedding of the house if you will, symbolizes the shedding of negative energy and embracing a healthier approach to life both in body and soul. It also feels like a birth in many ways. A fresh start but with the wisdom of time and experiences to help lay down firm foundations for a happier life.
Even with the oldest's medical set backs recently there is still a feeling of fulfillment surrounding me. I can feel my soul being nourished already with my new found feeling of empowerment. I am less caring of peoples interpretations of myself and the path I am now on. I am finally getting that if the person truly cares about me and my happiness then they will accept me warts, potions and all-so to speak.
No I am not a witch, I am no where near empowered or knowledgeable enough to call myself that. I often get teased about my bubbling cauldron because of my love of all things aromatherapy. mostly its friends saying it in a caring and loving way, sometimes I have had it said to me in less supportive way.. but thats ok, each to there own and I wont pick on their close mindedness if they learn to be more respectful. =oP
But back on track, Mondays, oh yes I love Mondays. The beginning of a new week, fresh with no mistakes what more can you ask for.
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